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Molested by my dad

Question:

Thank you so much for writing the Alice books. About a year ago my dad molested me and I didn’t tell anyone for a few months, but then he wanted to start spending more time with my brother and I, (him and my mom got divorced a few years ago) and when he asked about spending more time with us my sister who was 18 then told our mom that our dad molested her when she was younger, so my mom asked If he did anything to me, and I don’t think I would have been able to tell her if I didn’t read about Elizabeth going through it with her parents friend, and how she felt better after she told her parents. So I just wanted to thank you for writing the books, they really helped me through all of this.

Phyllis replied:

Thank you for your email, but especially for the help you may have given to many readers of this blog. Adults who take advantage of children and teens use many ways to keep them from telling: some, of course, actually threaten harm if they tell, but more commonly they tell their victims this: “You are so sexy I just can’t help myself;” “I get really tense and you’re the only one who helps;” “You want it just as much as I do;” “I’m helping you learn about sex so you don’t learn about it from the wrong kind of guy;” “A father is entitled;” “I’m not the first and you know it;” “Come on, be nice to me;” and the list goes on and on. No matter how this began, no matter who started it, no matter if you did it before, no matter if you liked it, no matter if you only pretended to like it, no matter if you took gifts for doing it, remember that it is a crime for an adult to molest a child, including his own child or relative. TELL SOMEONE WHO WILL BELIEVE YOU.

Posted on: January 23, 2010

Homesickness

Question:

As always, thank you so much for the Alice books, as they have brought much
insight and happiness to myself and many other readers. I am in my second
semester of college, and I wrote to you last summer asking for advice regarding
homesickness. I was so worried that I would be completely distraught and missing
my family and your advice helped. I was hardly homesick at all! Then, I went
home for winter break only to discover how wonderful my family is. I spent a
month taking advantage of every day with them and having the best time! Now,
coming back to school, I am more homesick than I have ever been. I have
attributed this feeling to several factors: I have no close friends, I am
questioning my major, and, of course, I love my family and miss them. I feel so
overwhelmed with not knowing what I want to do with my life and cannot help
wanting my supportive family by my side. This is truly a very difficult time for
me, yet I am baffled as to why this time around I feel like I need my family
more than ever. I realize I need to become independent, and I was LAST semester,
but something has changed and I cannot quite figure out how to make myself feel
better. I know my email is all over the place, but any advice would be much
appreciated.

Phyllis replied:

You haven’t said whether or not you’ve seen a counselor. I know a person who went through much the same as you in the sophomore year, and got enormous help by being part of a support group of other homesick students. It also enabled him to make friends, which you need right now. Please do confide in a college counselor and ask if there isn’t a support group that would be right for you. Just sharing your feelings and listening to others report the same kinds of feelings would do a lot to make you feel more secure in the questions you’re facing, normal questions that are common to students all through their college years. I also would love to hear from other readers of this Alice blog who have dealt with their own homesickness. What helps? You readers often come through for each other, and I welcome your emails.

Posted on: January 23, 2010

I have a big problem.

Question:

I have a big problem.

Before winter break life was wonderful. i was extremly popular, had many, MANY boyfriends and makeout buddies, and was honestly loved by everyone. I felt beautiful simply because boys told me i was. The last day of winter break changed everything. I used to live in San Fransisco and had a best friend. He died the last day of winter break. He was only 14 and died from lukimia. It had been an on going struggle but i never thought he would really die. I hadn’t seen him for a year, yet his death changed me, for the worse. I looked in the mirror and saw ugly. I feel like no one can ever love me. I feel fat and gross, and it changed me so much guys never talk to me because i never flirt with them anymore. I don’t beleive in God anymore. And yet i feel gulity, but i still think God is a fake that wants to touture us. I don’t know what to do. Why would God kill off a helpless boy? Why don’t i feel beautiful anymore? And why, why, why do i need boys to help me feel pretty? Because they dont say i’m pretty anymore. Yet my features haven’t changed? So this really doesn’t make much sense.

I’m sorry to bother u but i need help, now, before it’s too late,

Phyllis replied:

No, it doesn’t make sense. My first reaction, when I read your email, was that it is reading like a novel, a made-up tale. The more I think about it, however, and especially if you have experienced this extreme high and extreme low before, I’m wondering if you don’t have a medical condition that needs a doctor’s help. NO ONE is loved by everyone and no one has a life that is completely wonderful. But let’s take you at your word that you felt this way, and I agree it’s a great feeling to have. And then, in a single brush stroke, a friend across the country, whom you hadn’t seen for a year (yet you call your best friend), dies, and suddenly your bubble bursts. (Meanwhile, however, soldiers die in Iraq, natural calamities happen, the newspapers and TV tell stories of abused children and serial killers, that don’t seem to have any affect on your happiness and popularity). You end your email with “I need help now before it’s too late.” I agree. These highs and lows are taking over your life, and I hope you will talk with a counselor and a medical person soon to see how to stabilize your daily living and your perceptions about yourself.

Posted on: January 23, 2010

Is it possible to order them all?

Question:

first of all i luvvvvv your books i was wondering if its possible to order all 24 books and for how much i think it would make a great present

Phyllis replied:

I believe that all the Alice books are still available in one form or another, some in hardcover and paperback, some in paperback only. You could try going first to Amazon.com to their books section to check each title and see what’s available. Then you could order each one through Amazon or from a local bookstore, though the stores would probably appreciate it if you brought in the information yourself, namely the ISBN number on each book you wanted, which you could get from Amazon. If there was any book you couldn’t find, you could write the publisher for it. If your question was, is there any package deal where you could order all 24 books at the same time without ordering each one individually, I don’t think so. Four Alice books did come out in a paperback set called “The Wonderful World of Alice” and included “Agony of Alice,” “Alice in Rapture, Sort Of,” “Reluctant Alice,” and “All but Alice.” And later this year, I believe, three books will be coming out under one cover called, “I Like Him, He Likes Her,” and will include “Alice Alone, Simply Alice, and Patiently Alice.” But other than these two sets, all the others are sold individually.

Posted on: January 23, 2010

Should I Wait to Read Them?

Question:

I’m thirteen years old, and I absolutely love your Alice books! One reason I love them is because I can relate to Alice and some of her embarrassing moments. I’ve read all of the Alice books, up to Dangerously Alice. Alice is getting older, and I was wondering if there’s a point in the series where I should wait until I’m a little older to read them. Thanks for your time!

Phyllis replied:

At thirteen, I would think you’re emotionally mature enough to handle anything coming up in the Alice books. The bigger question would be if you would like to read only the three books each year in which Alice is the same age you are. If you want to enjoy them all in one big gulp, go ahead. You can always read them again later, as most fans do.

Posted on: January 23, 2010

I’ve Caught Up to Alice

Question:

thanks for the advice that you gave me a while back about writing. I’ve been writing more and more lately, and it’s really helping me get my confidence back. Unfortunately, my mind picked a rather bad time to get inspiration for a new story – I start midterm exams tomorrow.

Also, I just wanted to say that I can’t wait until Alice in Charge comes out. Like many others, I can’t believe that Alice is already seventeen. What I find even stranger is that I got into the books when I was eleven, and now I’ve finally caught up to her in age. When she starts Grade Twelve, I’ll be graduating from high school. It’s weird to think that I’ll get to experience going to university before she does. Of course, she’ll be much older in the last book, but at this moment in time I’m still older than her character.

Phyllis replied:

It really must be weird, having a character you love age only a third as fast as you do. I think it was with the book “Alice in Rapture, Sort Of” that I began stretching Alice’s life into three books for each year she lived. It will be hard for me to give her up in 2013 when she jumps from 18 to 60 in one book, but a good parent has to learn to let go, right?

Posted on: January 23, 2010

I Hope that’s OK When you’re 14

Question:

Hi Phyllis! I just wanted to say thanks so much for writing these books. I cannot believe Alice is a SENIOR in high school! I picked up The Agony of Alice in 4th grade way back in elementary school, and ever since I’m so glad I did. I really feel like I can relate to her awkwardness (well, at least when she’s younger). I think in the newer books now that she’s older she’s much more mature and doesn’t embarrass herself quite as much; I really wish you would put some more embarrassing scenes haha, it would make her much more relatable and I miss the old confused Alice. I’ve been through most of the things Alice goes through, except for with boys. I’m helpless when it comes to boys. I’m just so shy around them. Anyways, I’m now a freshman in high school and I just realized that the last book is right after I graduate! It’s so scary to think I’ll soon be going to college! (Well not really soon…but 3 1/2 yrs isn’t really that long) And I think having the last Alice book will definitely be good closure 🙂 Do you have any idea what she’s going to major in or what college she is going to? Since my sister went off to college this year, and seeing her confusion and mess last year, it’s really got me thinking of what I want to do with my life. I don’t know what I want to do, though, and I hope that’s okay when you’re 14. Well, thanks again and can’t wait for the new books!

Phyllis replied:

Not only is it OK, but it’s probably the norm. The most important thing you need to do in the next 3 1/2 years is figure out what you do best and what you enjoy doing most. This may keep you from preparing for a job you may not be suited for just because your aunt did it or your mom thinks you’d be good at it or somebody told you you’d make a lot of money. And if you want to see Alice embarrass herself, you’ll enjoy “Alice in Charge,” coming out next June.

Posted on: January 20, 2010

Ever have a Crush?

Question:

In school, did u ever have a crush on a guy who u found out "really" DID like u or d other way aroundz zz? Btw, did u and your family get 2 anything wildandfun in the snow this winter??? Mayb chug down hot-cocoa or bake brownies; the works?!!

Phyllis replied:

I had a crush on two guys in high school, but neither one of them liked me as much. There were other boyfriends, though. Our family almost always managed to do something in a big snow. Sledding was a big part of winter.

Posted on: January 20, 2010

What Did You Do For Fun?

Question:

Hey Phyllis!!! I've always wanted 2 ask u whn u were little....what did you and your family do for fun??? Fun has bcm so technological that itz mind crushing these days---and I extremely miss fun d nat-u-ral style!!!

Phyllis replied:

That's an interesting question, because when I was growing up, we didn't have anything technological at all for fun except the radio and a record player. Here's what I did: wrote little books on the back of used paper from the waste basket; played the piano; played kick-the-can and hide-and-seek with the neighbor kids; built a "circus" with the neighbor kids (we had a rode with a seat on it stretched from the top of a garage to the ground); roller skated on the sidewalk; chased the ice truck and got little pieces of ice in hot weather; went to the movies; played Monopoly; went out with boys; held hands and walked round the neighborhood; ate ice cream; went to hamburger shops; went to vacation Bible school; visited grandparents on farms and slid down the haystack; fed ears of corn to the cows; read books; listened to our parents read aloud to us; put on plays; worked on puzzles; had sleepovers; made pot-holders and later sewed my own formals for dances; kept diaries; played in the mud after a rain; and had weiner roasts in the woods. I could go on but I have a lot of other emails to answer tonight.

Posted on: January 20, 2010

Alice in Portuguese.

Question:

Do not fret my English because i am portugueses. I want tell you i love your books i have 10 books the Alice and i want continue buy your books, Case in Portugal the collection of alice´s books is also very famous. case to buy is always need order . How many books has the collection ???

Phyllis replied:

There are 24 Alice books in the collection right now, and when the series is over, there will be a total of 28.

Posted on: January 20, 2010